by waukena » Fri Apr 13, 2007 4:20 pm
oh, do I feel the love...it's 2 am and I've been talking to my friend Kim, I think she used to post here...but we have been in contact for the past couple of days and she's been a wonderful help...as every person in this thread has been...
I can never, ever tell you all how much I appreciate the love I've gotten here from the truly good 'I'm-not-just-looking-to-prove-to- everybody-that-I'm-40+-and-sexy-as-hell-come-let-me-change-your-world-I'll-make-you-see-God,I'll-bring-my-guitar" set...
sorry, venting a bit...it's why I stopped being a moderator...I know EVERYTHING that happened and who did it...remember, I do this computer stuff for money...well, I did, anyway...
it's time for the truth from UW88 (me)...
All those pics had to do with accidents I had when under the affect of drugs...lots of them...and alcohol...
When Kap called the police the last night I had a blood alcohol level of .35, close enough for a coma...I remember none of it, except that I told one of the medics how to fix their computer onthe way to the hospital, and then fixed 4 laptops when I was there...
I hope you all can dig it...I melted down...please don't think I had some awful thing happen to me while I was doing something noble...it didn't happen that way...
and it won't happen again...I'm here...why? Who knows...I never believed in God, never thought I was important enough...still have issues with it. But I've got a mission now...something to do. I'm gonna save a kid...one kid if I'm lucky...and I'm gonna close my eyes at the end and smile...
please don't pity me...all that's happened (besides the fucking layoff) has been my fault. Now I gotta fix it.
peace and love
Wayne
(and Philly, I just sneezed...see if your car started...)